just me, and anorexia.

diagnosed
on my way to perfection.
18 years old, 5ft 5
my name is Leila Grace

I know I’ve succeeded when

Thighs dont touch
Every man turns his head
105lbs
Size 00
Children’s clothes
‘You’re so tiny!’
‘Yeah, but you’re only little.’
‘You’re so cute.’
Everything you put on looks good.

Tracy Emin
You put your hand / Across my mouth / But still the noise / Continues / Every part of my body / Is screaming / Smashed into a thousand / Million pieces / Every part / For ever / Belonging to you

I’m pretty sure I died in 2010 from heart break

and the rest of this shit is a dream.

been trying to fill the void he left with all kinds of ridiculousness ever since.

Don’t even need friends, just need to lose weight. Actually a better person when I’m skinny anyway. Make friends easily, people like me more. I’m a better person when I’m little.

I dreamt about this outfit.you picked me up, and you sat me on the table. you stood between my thighs and let me suck your fingers while I stared into your eyes.Different is my hair is black and so so long and it swung around our faces like a curtain while you kissed me. when I’m small again you’ll want me.

hungree-rabbet-jumps:

coco—bean:

I actually died